Saturday, April 30, 2005
The princess & her bitter queen.Like hi, nobody's home now, I'm alone. :D
Mum's birthday today & I was in a foul mood in the morning so, I didn't greeted her which made her go red. So, I texted her after tuition. :D Hahahaha! Her present ain't ready to see her yet. (It's not the present, it's me. I'm not ready!)
Okay, I gotta put myself in the mood to study later on, cos probably I would be out tonight. Hahaha!
Alex was teaching me how to make templates & her damn tutor came at the wrong time! Tsk! I'm so dread 'bout the upcoming exams. Sigh. Chemistry has got 8-9 chapters! & I only revised 3 ? Argh.
Okay, shall do more revision. =\
I'm outta here.
Is she the reason you don't call me like you used to
Fall through my hood like you use to
Or put it on me hard like you use to do
I feel in my mind what's going on
But my heart won't let me go until I know
Is she the reason that my calls didn't reach you
The deepest of my love couldn't please you
Or bring it to me home like you use to do
Got me feeling like I wasn't good enough
Friday, April 29, 2005
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY, XIU WEN! (:Boy! Early in the morning, many greeted her & all. She looks pretty happy, all those unhappy thoughts went away, though. She made me very happy by giving me a big hug in the morning! :D We sang her a birthday song during recess though! :D That bloody auntie complaint that we were too noisy. -.- So, which means, we have to sing it in a six-inched voice?! pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
Oh, school was okay except for some irritation of theft cases, accusing & humidity of the weather! I swear, if it continues this way, I'm gonna melt everytime I'm outta the sun! Grrrr.
School was tiring, I'd say. Miss Rai & Miss Su are leaving today. I got Miss Rai's email though! :D I told her, I'll still contact her though I seriously hated her for booking me. =x & I told her, 3C loves her. (: Oh well, I thank her for being so nice to me though I'm so rebellious. Heh. Miss Su came over to the IT Resource room to give us kitkats! :D We gave her flowers yesteray, & we got chocolates in return! :D Wahahaha!
I'm supposed to go with the rest to celebrate Xiu Wen's birthday, but I couldn't go. Have to study & all. (: I told her I would date her out some other time. She looked pretty upset when I told her I couldn't go. Hah! But, ohwells, I would date her out another time. (:
Oh! I gotta say this! NATASHA QUEK SHI HUI MADE ME SO HAPPY, LAUGHED OUT LOUD YESTERDAY! THANKS A THRILLION TO HER! :D I love her so much please! My very "pretty" darling! :D (she just refused to admit that!)
muackeroos!
when will my reflection show who i am inside?
I feel so weak without your touch. (:
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Thank you for showing me best friends cannot be trusted.I'm talking to cherylyeo! omg! I miss her hella lots! :D & she knows! I'm happier today than I was yesterday. (: I don't know why, although plenty unhappy shits happened today. Qians cried for some reasons, some people. (: Silly girl. Tsktsk.
I choked on a fish bone while eating last night's dinner. Dad almost brought me to the hospital! But, I was lucky enough, I stopped him. (: Now it's gone lah.
I hate thursday! GRRRR. 6 periods, all MISS SEK'S! It almost killed me, jay & jas please! We three were falling asleep. For the whole of two periods, she only did compre. -.- The fire alarm helped us though! Hahahah! I slacked throughout maths period. I cannot stand it staying in the class 'cos its far too noisy. Tsk. Chinese was okay. (: She praised me! Again! :D
Had bio lessons after school. Did revisions & all. Oh, she booked Bestie & I for cheating in the test. We told her, it's normal & we got used to it, no effects. (: Ohwells! Went to compass with Sassy, Qiaos, SJ, YJ & XW. (: XW sent us to the bus stop then she went off home. But, after that she came back, 'cos she took SJ's watch didn't return. Hahahaha! Tmr's her big day though! :D I so love her. Muahahaha!
Xiu Wen & I. I love!
That photo was printed out from SJ's phone. It don't look pretty, I know. Tsk. Ohwells!
SOMEONE DELETED ALL MY PICTURES IN MY CAMERA! SHE CLICKED ON ALL FAMES INSTEAD OF FAMES! GOSH! I FEEL LIKE KILLING THAT PERSON & MYSELF NOW! I LOVE THOSE PICTURES & PEOPLE IN THE PICTURES SO MUCH! RAH!!
Okay, relax, Glynis. Mum just left to go for dinner with dad. Sis & I are left at home. Heh.
Oh, I happened to pass by Adriena's blog just now. I realised she's leaving soon. Sigh. I'm sad though we ain't that close but we shared quite a lot of things. :)
Well, friends all come & go. Sigh.
I'm very happy today because I finally talked to CHERYL YEO BLAH BLAH! (: -hugs! That's what I miss very much from you!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Oh well, I'm so tired today.Haven't been feeling too good, y'know. The weather pisses me off for the entire day already, & I'm feeling so damn tired!
Just finished my homework before I came online. I've got tuition later on. Tsk. Okay, my eyes are shutting. Pfffffffffffffffft.
Literature was so boring today! Miss Yeo just talked non-stop, but in between she gave us 5mins toilet break. & obviously, the class came back after 5 mins. & Jamine walked into another teacher's room without noticing. Hahahaha! Well, I had a real good laugh! :D Both SS & English was boring, as usual. Assembly today, was okayyy. Some entertainment shits. Michelle just ransacked my whole file which is filled with worksheets, photos, lyrics & quotes. (: She enjoyed them. Ohwells!
Compass with SJ, Cecilia, Yolanda & Xiu Wen today. (: Had fun though! We were supposed to study but, we didn't. We ended up laughing at crap & all. Tricia & Xiu Wen quarreled over something they shouldn't be quarreling over. Well, hope everything's fine now. (: Oh, & now I know SJ's christian name is Ida. It's a nice & romantic name. (:
Okay, I'm advertising for buddy. xD
ANYONE IS INTERESTED IN CHOCOLATE BUFFET?
IT'S 18BUCKS FOR ONE. (:
& OF COURSE, FREE FLOW OF CHOCOLATES.
IT'S BESIDE RIVER VIEW HOTEL.
ANYONE INTERESTED, PLEASE LET ME KNOW!
THANKS A MILLION! :D
Whao, you know that suits people in my class. Practically all are chocoholics! :D Okay, I've decided. I wanna go! :D I'll see if I've got enough cash, heh.
BABY, MAYBE WE CAN ROCK THE HOUSE AYE?! :D
I'm off to bed before tuition starts! :D
I'm tired of everything you say.
Don't promise me anything when you don't mean it at all.
Baby, I still love you & I always will.
It's US, & not you alone.
I'm with you, with you all the time.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Life is still gonna be all 'bout us, or just me?You know I need you, so please, don't leave at all.
I don't want it to replay again.
I no longer stand a place in your heart
You told me, you wouldn't leave at all.
What am I gonna do without you?
Okay, Maylene told me she loves reading my entry & everytime she comes online, my blog would be the first web she goes to. x) (Am I right?) Cute, lah she. I promised her I would update a long long entry today, hilarious one! Hahahahaha!
Just another day <S>without you.
School's great today! Hilarious with Qiaos around. PE was terrible. Ms Sek scolded Persis for the whole period cos she said, "KA NA SAI". Right. SS was hella boring. But I did listen to her lesson 'cos she made me do an essay question on the board, so I have to listen to her. I didn't get it right! )x I wrote, Sri Lanka took adventage of India, INSTEAD of India took adventage of Sri Lanka. Hahahaha! When she was talking to me, I was dreaming. Hah! Then, was chinese. I got 3 for my test! :D At least, I didn't got ZERO like how Sass did! & she's pretty proud of it, aye! :D Bestie & Janet got 34 'cos Mdm Zhang deducted 10 marks from them as they were chatting while doing the test. -.- After that was recess, then ART! :D Oh, I love artttttttt. Miss Teh told us 'bout her kindergarden story. She's so cute! She pinched & kissed her two boy-twin-friends(is there a word for that?) everyday! Mans ask where she kissed them, MOUTH OR LIPS. Hahahahaha! Miss Teh must be thinking we're damn WILD. xD She told us 'bout our art exams topic. I've decided on doing Opened-Up. For the finaly design, I'm gonna do, a girl open up her heart & her heart is tangled up with wires & fungus. (: COOL AYEE! :D For research, I don't know what to do. Tsk. =\ Alright, we went to the IT Resource room for chemistry today! :D I had fun with the rolling of chairs & adjusting the height! Okay, I sound childish. :D But it's fun! Sitting with Qiaos is a horror. She made that "POUTS WITH BLOATED MOUTH PLUS HER SMILE-LIKE EYES" all the time to irritate me. She knows I would start laughing & all. =\ When she do it to me, I did the same! :D Hahahaha! We end up looking at each other's face & laughing hard. She tried hard to act as if she studied(well, as usual, she didn't managed to), when I disturbed her, she stared at me. Please excuse that mother of mine, she has lost her mind to Keith, thankyouverymuch.
After school, Bestie, SJ, Vicky, Cecilia & Yolanda took cab to compass to have lunch at Mac's. SJ printed our photos! Hahahaha! It's placed nicely inside my file now. (: I SAW TRICIA & XIUWEN'S SEC 1 PHOTO! I even show it to sheryl dear. She laughed hard. Well, I hope that took away a little of her pain. (: Tricia made me smiled today. She said, "Bu kai xin, call me. Ni sad, yao ta ge wo okay?" I'm like, yeah yeah, sure. (:
Guess who was the first who greeted me when I was home? JERMAINE SEE! :D That cute & pretty baby cousin. Whee! :D Grandma & Aunty Shirley dropped by our place for tea with my mum. (:
Mum, Dad & Sis just went out for dinner. I'm supposed to stay home for tuition. Pfffffffffffffffffffffffft! Tuition, AGAIN! RAH! No choice, mid years in another 8 days time.
Alright, off to mug now. Adios! :D
I don't want you to leave.You promised to stay with me forever & take care of me.
But now, you left me all alone here.
This wasn't how it was supposed to be, right?
Don't make it happened again.
I need you. )x
Monday, April 25, 2005
It's gonna be okay if you leave.I'm gonna be fine if you leave without a word.
I'm gonna be okay if you don't wanna give me a chance to show how much I've loved you, how much I wanna be with you all these while.
It's gonna be okay if we weren't together before at all.
You said, we're fated to meet each other & be together, but no.. We weren't fated at all.
I'll try making myself really busy to make myself stop thinking about you.
You got my heart with you, what am I gonna do?
I really don't know what am I gonna do if you leave me. ):
I don't know what to say, or what to blog 'bout. My mind is in a twirl. I really don't know what am I supposed to do now. I'm god dang unhappy. I don't feel good, not at all. I'm left speechless. I don't know.
I'm outta here.
I will still love you.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
I do not have the mood to type now. Ugh.Oh, I've finally learnt how to upload pictures though. (:
See pictures! See pictures!
Bestie & I.
Mama & I.
Nette & Mans.
The new monitress! -bows. Thank You!
CHANEL CHOO THIS MONITRESS. (cannot make it, Bestie! HAHA)
I love this. :D
Shi Jing & I.
Lin Min & I.
Jayshree & I.
Jasmit & I.
Bestie & I again.
Okay, I'm damn tired. I'll load more pictures another time, I guess. Yawns.
& now you'll see what your love means to me. (:
Thanks for that little love you gave me every now & then.
I love you, dearest. -kiss
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Home alone! (:Woke up at 12 plus, online till now. (: Studied till 3am yesterday. (: Quite a fruitful achievement, I'd say! I studied three chapters of chinese! :D At least now I know what's chinese all about. Heh.
Alright, I'm supposed to go down to Jurong with the rest to do project but yeah, I can't go out now. I've gotta wait till the rest are home first. Friendster is damn screwed up la. I was doing amendments to my profile 'cos I thought of adding some thing in. When I click, the whole thing went like, "the page is not found." & I'm like huh? I kept refreshing but it still doesn't wanna come out. Pffffffffffffffffft. How screwed.
12 more days to midyr. (: I think I'd better start on my bio & chem. If not I'd be way off late. I'm in love with the song "Distance" by Evan & Jaron. (: It please my ears, suddenly. RAH! :D
Alright, I'll go print out my research for art exam.
I'm outta here.
I'm sorry, if I made you worried, love.
No more next time. (:
I love you the same too.
Friday, April 22, 2005
HAWHAWHAW. (:Okay, I guess I'll start with yesterday.
210405.
Supposed to have PFT today, but I've got MC so I don't have to take! (: Went home immediately after school with mans. Went home get changed, off to the cc. It's damn funney there larh. There's this OLD guy who doesn't knows how to play bball but he wants to be in the team. The way he plays is like, omfg! He just keep pushing people around, cut in between two people. & he's like half naked. & I mean, top. (: Disgusting is the word to describe him. Hahaha! My impression of that oh-so-cute ACS guy has went down 'cos he's god dang untidy, & he did not zip up his pants. =x HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. His friends shouted really loud on purpose, "YOU DIDN'T ZIP!" Which made all of us laughed like nuts, even yj & tri. (: Hahahahaha! A pity, that "cute & hot orange bag guy" left after we arrived awhile. Sad case hur, mans? (: But we saw him again & again at compass larh. WHEEE. Okay, shut up glynis. We left the cc at around 5-6pm. Went to compass, tri suggected to slank around but we didn't. We end up doing some stupid cranky stuffs. Hahahaha! BUDDY SAW ME WITH THE PINK BAG GANG PEOPLE & SHE DIDN'T WANNA SAY HI. She is so mean! GRRRRRR! Okay, no no, my buddy ain't mean. I love my buddy. (: RIGHT BUDDY? Hahahah!
I fucking hate you. Get out of my sight!
thankyouverymuch.
220405.
Supposed to go studying with Michy & Big Bird(Yue Ying) but Michy ain't in a good mood. Sigh. My poor lil' one! Okay, so Bestie & I decided to go compass instead. Saw Gwen, Philicia & Boon Sin. Wanted to cab to compass together but unfortunately, the luck ain't there. There's cab but all taken by other people. GRRR! 119 came, so we ran all the way there like elephants on the loose. Hah! (: Still managed to SQUEEZE into the bus, which made me & bestie somehow got stuck at the door. Hahahah! & bestie almost fell. & we didn't tap our cards. Hahaha! Bestie wanna have mac's for lunch, so we went. Saw shijing, cecilia, yolanda, yj & vicky! (: Sat together, chatted and all. I cannot & I can never stand VICKY'S LAUGHTER! It sounds fake but it's not. Hahahaha! Like some
SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO LOAD PICTURES IN HERE. I'M TOO DUMB TO KNOW. =X GRRRRRRRRR!
MICHY! I LOVE YOU! (:
I really don't know what's going on between us.
Talk to me, will you, please baby?
I hope you know that no matter what, you're still my only one.
Don't make me feel the same way again.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Hello! (:Day was pretty okay. Oh I realised that I skipped school last two Wednesdays & I finally went to school this wednesday. Hahah! Had literature today. Pretty fun, I'd say. Miss Yeo can't speak so she hafta' use the comp to type out what she wants to say. Damn funny larh. She said that it's bad that the pink bag people suspended for a week, as they would miss out the lessons. She said, it's also good, 'cos the class is smaller & Serene ain't there to laugh at her! Hahahahaha! Did poetry, though. I love the poems, pretty good.
Bees came to visit the school today. Hahaha! Sarahfong panicked like nuts when she heard the announcement was made. Immediately, put down her pen, ran to the doors & windows, closed them & said, "I'm scared leh, later the bees sting me." The class started laughing. (:
Miss Yeo did the same thing during SS. But I wasn't listen larh. =x I was doing my English compo instead 'cos Miss Sek wants it before I go off. Tsk. Rushed off my compo, happily went for assembly.
I'm pretty pissed with Miss Sek though. She make me do my corrections again (AFTER HALF THE CLASS WAS GONE), which means, REcorrections. & it's three times per wrong. & I've got 6 out of 10 wrong. Which is 18 times. -.- GRRRR.
Oh, sorta quarreled/argued with bestie today. But everything's fine now, I hope. (: Went to meet sassy before going for piano lessons, pass her the photos, talked for awhile then I left for my piano lessons. It was pretty okay larh, I'd say. (: Tuition later. ARgh.
The noise of life begins with you & I again. (:
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
I'm tired. Both physically & mentally. I don't know what to say. I'm tired. Very exhausted. I don't know what to do already. I'm left with nothing. I've got a fucking heavy heart. I've got lots to pour out, plenty to say. I need a rest. I need a heart to heart talk. Sigh.Yeah, MICHELLE LIM JIA MIN played with my feelings for the second time. -rolls eyes & look back at michy. I hurried off with my bio test, went down, look for her & there she goes, she's gone. I'm like, HUH. She run away, not fast ma. Hahahah! Okay. Nevermind. I got caught for cheating in bio test. I don't know & I don't care what that fuckedup bitch is gonna do to Bestie & I. We totally don't give a damn. I didn't even cheat in the entire test. Ugh, whatever.
We had lunch at school. After that, went off with Jasmit, Jayshree, Sarahfong, Sassy & Bestie to compass. (: Walked around, saw those idiotic guys we saw that day. Ugh, okay. Went to sit around, near the train station, talked, crapped. Decided to go to the CC & take a look. Persis, Yan Nee, Hilda & i-miss-you-and-your-nonsense-very-much Yao Jun were there, at the basketball court. (: yj got suspended for a week larh. ): Oh anyway, she's nice 'nuf to miss the class! :D Got heart. Heh. Played basketball with them for awhile. Cecilia came. The rest left first, left with Sassy, Yan Nee, Persis, Hilda, Cecilia, Yj & I. Yao Jun wants me to try & get the whole class at the basketball court on thursday, including the-one-who-always-scold-yj-but-yj-still-miss-her Miss Sek! Hahaha. Oh wells, she's cute in a way! (: Sassy, Yan & I left after playing awhile. The rest played match with the guys there. We went home after that.
OH! Did I mention that Tri, Xiuwen & Yj are gonna switch over to 3B cos yj was out at the classroom door (she was talking to me larh, thats why kena punished. heh.) & Tri & xw followed out cos ms teh asked who wanna be with her, can get out too. (: I'm sad & angry 'bout it larh. They three of them cant leave. No way.
TAN XIU WEN READS MY BLOG! (:
Okay, blogger is VERY screwed, I'd say. I typed like for two hrs & it's gone cos I preview it too many times. Whatever.
Right here, cos baby, we belong together. (:
Can you promise me that you would be my only man? (x
Monday, April 18, 2005
HELLO TO ONE & ALL! :DJust came back from Koven. Hahah! Went to buy presents, took neos & lunch! (: Hahaha! Looking at the darn prints would make me laugh nonstop larh okay. Thanks to sarahfong. Her sensation/enjoyment in the print machine! (: Her face look as though she just got.. raped? & she's 'certified to be an idiot, 100%ly" Hahahaha! I'll put it up in friendster when someone scans it! (:
I'm tired. I had enough of all sorts of nonsense from people. You said you would be there, but all the time, you never. All you bother about is that someone else. Yeah, go ahead lah huh. Whatever things. I don't wanna bother anymore. Sigh.
The day was like darn great but something bad really spoiled my mood. Yeah. I don't have the mood to blog anymore.
Few things to blog before I end. Really gotta blog this in. Sigh.
I feel
Michelle : It was all a misunderstanding. It's all over now. (: I'm fine, I'm okay. You know why I'm so greatly affected, don't you? As you know, I've lost those whom I thought were friends. Sigh. Okay, no one is perfect, nobody can be. Neither am I. So, why bother? I used to think like how you did too, but it's useless. No one is perfect. God made you this way. Be happy that he made you this way, appreciate it. (: I love you for who you are & not someone whom I want you to be. Not like * don't talk about me, though we're close in appearance, but inside of her, she has got alot to talk about me, y'know? Like what she told you that time, was why she dislike you. She told you already. Don't get much affected by it, yeah? There's plenty who loves you, like I do! :D Heh. I'm not gonna leave you all alone in the dark, I'm here with you. I'd walk through this tough situation that you're in now(which you did not tell me about. -.-) with you. That's what sisters/friends are for right? (: You're one that I love & I appreciate our friendship. I hope you do too. (: I'm always here. Anything, you can always call my 24hrs hotline. :D I'd be there for you, yeah? Heh. Take care & I love you michy. (:
I thought it was the end of the world when I almost lost you. ):
Never leave me, darlinggg. (:
Sunday, April 17, 2005
tell me whats the point of making everyone happy when i, myself can't get any happier?oh wells, i'm happy that people around me are happy. NO!
okay, crap. I'm not myself for now. I wanna talk. ):
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you.
I adore you. I adore you. I adore you. I adore you. I adore you.
I want you. I want you. I want you. I want you. I want you. (x
I still love you, dear. :D
MORNING TO ALL! (:
Mum woke me up at 9. They wanted to go for a swim & I'm too lazy to go, so I didn't. (: Now, I'm left all alone at home.
Oh, dad gave me back my phone already. (: Hahaha! He agreed to change my phone for me 'cos it's dying. Heh. I told him I don't mind an 6230 or 6230i. That phone is great. Nice features, clear camera. :D (sarahlau, I'm gonna make you jealous!)
Oh wells. I had enough of life. I've lost to those whom I thought were friends. One by one, walked out on me. Left me all alone in the room while they walked out of that door. I had enough.
Oh yes. A few people to thank.
Jayshree - thanks for that big hug dear. (: I'm glad things for you & him turned out well yesterday. Take care & I love you!
Jasmit - thanks a hella lot for that advice, dearest. You make english lessons so hilarious lah! Take care & I love you!
Alex - Thanks for the hug! :D I won't forget your "the book is on the table, table." Hahaha! Take care & I love you!
Tricia - LAOGONG AH! Hahaha! Dearest, you're sucha nice lil'one I love. Thanks for the late night calls, & advices. You're the best. No more cutting for you ah. Take care & I love you!
Xiu Wen - KUEH BONG! x) You're another nicer one I love. You never leave me alone, you never make me feel neglected. PLEASE stop engraving names on your hands! Take care & I love you!
Michelle - MY LIL'ONE & BESTFRIEND! x) TSUNAMI again okay? This time we'll go somewhere to make tsunami happen. Hahaha! You're my number one, girl! You make phone calls so hilarious & retarded! Hahaha! We'll do it again yeah? Soon soon. & PLEASE muggin' session REALL SOON! Hahaha! Thanks for everything, dear. I'm always here to take your nonsense & troubles & worries & tears yeah? Take care & I love you!
I don't know what does FRIENDS really mean ANYMORE. ):
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Mum & sis ain't home, I'm left home alone with dad. (:Just did some muggin'. I'm gonna get my uniform later. Mum kept naggin' 'bout my dirtied-with-clay uniform. Hah! Thanks to the clay for art. (: It's all stained with clay. Oh wells! I guess I'm gonna get a haircut today too? I'm not sure. I'll see if dad drives by the salon. Hah!
CHINESE oral today. It's terrible okay! I got that coconut head teacher as my examiner. GRRR. First, was my collar. Second, she asked me 'bout the adventages & disadventages of working during the holidays. So, I answered with one. She asked me, "wei she me zhi shou yi ke hao qu he huai qu? bu ke yi shou liang ke hao qu he huai qu ma?" (why you only mention one adventage & one disadventage? why not two?) Riight. She talks really fast & not clear. I wonder how her students survive. Sigh.
I'm outta here.
I love you, baby.
No leaving for you. <3
Friday, April 15, 2005
I'VE DECIDED TO POST THIS BIG & CLEAR.ALL DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST unique & weird BUDDY! :D
MAN, I CAN'T LOSE YOU.
IF I DO, I DON'T KNOW HOW LIFE WOULD TURN OUT TO BE & I DON'T WANNA KNOW, I DON'T WANNA GO & THINK OR IMAGINE.
LIFE WITH YOU IS FANTASTIC.
LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS ________. (USE THE WORST ADJ THAT DESCRIBE WORST)
I'M BEST WHEN I'M WITH YOU. xD
I REALLY TREASURE YOU ALOT & I DO CHERISH US PLENTY. (x
YOU'RE THE BEST & NO ONE IN THIS ENTIRE UNIVERSE CAN EVER REPLACE MY ONE & ONLY unique & weird BUDDY. (x
& YES. ALL THESE WHILE, I REALISED THE EMPTINESS WHEN I DIDN'T TEXT YOU. YEAH, & I REALLY TRULY DEEPLY FROM MY HEART, IDOMISSYOUBADLYYYYYY. (:
SO MAYBE WE SHOULD MEET UP REALLY SOON OKAYYYE?! :D I'LL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT, FOR SURE!
I'LL LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME! MY ONE AND ONLY unique & weird BUDDY THAT IS THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART & NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE HER. (:
& ONE more THING, IT'S ALL IN ORANGE! :D BOTH ME & BUDDY'S FAV COLOUR! HEH.
AIN'T I SWEET, BUDDY? (PLEASE SAY YES!)
tag me if you have already read this! :D
aiii siiiiiiiii niiiiiiii lerhsz worxz~
disgusting -.-
Thursday, April 14, 2005
I'm so not happy. ):I'm still under the weather. )x RAH! I wanna stay home & rest. I've done sarahfong's mp3 like after a million & two years? pfffft. I'm damn good at delaying la. Shopping with bestie, sarahfong & janet tmr! :D We were supposed to study for our exams, ain't we? I'll study lah, really! I will, mean I really will. Imma' good girl! Alright, enough. I'm not in the mood actually.
Bestie wants her name to be in here. so, uh, my bestie.. -drum rolls..
CHANEL CHOO XIAO LING ARMINTA.
(I'm so sorry if I got your name wrongly, dearest. :D) And, yes. I DO LOVE YOU, BESTIE.
RAH! Make me smile, make me happy, please someone?! Sigh.
Dancing on the kitchen tile, it's all about you! :)
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
I'm home with mum. Both of us on MC today. I've got bad germs for bad sore throat, cough, flu & high fever. I'm too weak to walk lah. I dragged myself off the bed. I slept for like, 15 hours? Hahah! It's been quite long since I felt so weak! I'll go catch more winks later on.
I've done my planning for the rest of the month. No more time to waste lah. Gotta start muggin' real hard. I've planned to do maths, a lil' of chinese & english! (: Imma' good girl. xD
Shall start muggin' a lil'. Update later on.
I'm outta here. (:
I adore thee. (:
Monday, April 11, 2005
I'm feeling damn sick. Bad sore throat & cough. ):School was way fun today lah! :D Thanks to sarah pong.
During maths, Bestie & I sat right infront with Mr Yeo. Sarah claims that she can't see, so she dragged a chair & came to sit beside me. I was looking at her MESSY spo. She pasted this lil' note on Janet's birthday, "ROCK CHICK (that \m/ drawing) JANET".
ME: why is janet a rock chick?
HER: I don't know. just write lor.
ME: imagine janet holding on the sly's yellow & black pretty guitar, going up to you, "SARAH, I'M A ROCK CHICK!" & she starts playing the guitar.
HER: -she couldn't stop laughing- OH MY GOD!
ME: -started to imitate-
HER: glynis, please stop. I cannot stop laughing! & I need to do my work!
(just right, janet was whining behind us. & that made sarahg laugh more.)
HER: PUNK ROCK CHICK WHO GO -whine-
ME: so imagine, she plays the guitar then she goes, -whine-
HER: -laughed even more-
How retarded! That was the first period of maths for the day. The following one was worst. I wasted quite a lot of my voice. & now, I got no voice. ): Alright. Sarah was imitating *'s way of speaking. HAHAHA! You don't know how funny the way she speaks lah! Always got the SSSSSSSSSS. HAHAHA! You should've been there to listen to our lil' (but loud) conversation. :D Mr Yeo heard it too, he laughed & imitated! Bestie kinda got addicted to the SSSSSSSS-ing. HAHA!
Throughout the period, I've been disturbing her with the "ROCK CHICK". Hahahaha! After maths was English. Bestie, Sarah, Jasmit, Jayshree, Janet & I walked down together. Janet shouted on the way down & got scolidngs from Mrs Annie Ong 'cos Bestie told her * is her best friend. HAHA. Jayshree shouted too, 'cos she almost fell. Tsktsk. My retarded group of dearies.
Oh! Did I mention I finally got a chane to talk to my Meryl darlinggggg? I guess, I didn't. I was too into the ROCK CHICK issue. Hahaha! Btw, I love you, meryl darl! :D
Know what, I feel fucking USED, YOU fucking KNOW THAT?! THANKS AH. Don't know how many empty promises & thank-you-glynis-i'll-repay-your-kindness-yeah? you've told me. I DON'T BELIEVE IN THEM ANYMORE. some kinda "friend" you are! Thanks very much for the lies, asshole!
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Mans can see through my mind. She knows what I'm thinking! :DDamn tired day I had. I've tons of undone homework to do 'cos i skipped school yesterday. & I've got bio class test to take on monday! GRRRR. Alright, school was quite okay. Had damn boring lessons lah. Miss Sek made us laughed so badly today! Haha! She told us about her childhood & all. She's another weird chlid.
Bestie skipped her training to go for lunch with us. Hahah! Actually, she doesn't really has the interest in it anymore, just that she wants to keep that CCA. Hahah! Love you lah, bestie! Uh, Sass, Qiaos, Bestie & I went compass. Mans went off earlier on. Nette didn't attend school today. She's ill again. Weak ah, damn weak. Tsktsk. Hahaha! Shall not laugh at her already lah. (: Lunched, home!
Swim meet tmr, yio chu kang stadium.
Truth is, I wish I was standing in her shoes.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
It's early in the morning & my heart's feeling lonely.Skipped school today. Stayed home with zell. So coincidently, both of us are having problems at school. Her school-bus-cum-best-friend asked everyone not to be friend with her. So she's left all alone. She told mum & I 'bout it. I know how she feels lah. You know, primary school days. hahah. I told her to tell her friend off anyway. Her friend has got the typical china-doll-like-hair. I told her to say, "China Doll Hair Girl." Hahaha! But mum scolded me instead. 'Cos that girl's mummy is a big bully. I don't give a damn but mum says sometimes she needs her help like picking my sister up when my mum can't make it on time to fetch zell. Before anything happens, I told zell to shut up & keep that comment to herself. Hahaha! Oh okay, back to my sister's damn problem. She called her other friend to ask her to friend her. (complicating shit.) Zell is dumb lah. Don't friend then don't bother lah. Tsk tsk. Acceptable, she's young. Now, I don't know wassup already. I somehow hate her friends though. One of them shouted at me when I answered the phone, so shouted back. It was like, a year ago kinda thing? Hahaha. Childish. ): Okay, whatever things.
I'm done with mans & sass blog. I've got quite a number of things to accomplish today.
- sarah fong's mp3 filled with her wanted songs
- mans's wanted cd BURNED
- nette's wanted cd BURNED
- chemistry project
- re-edit my photos
- post all my photos into imagestation
- reorganise my stuffs
- my personalised quiz!
- MUG
- my plans for the month
- GET THE DUMB MC MISS SEK WANTED!
You see, I'm a busy ass today. & I've got piano later on. Tsk. My table is horribly messing with notes, undone hmwk, phone, camera & my breakfast. Heh. Oh, mum told me that kids who eats breakfast in the morning has got more brains cells or something like that lah. & my niece has proved that to my aunt. She was one of the top student in class for her CA, like ever since my mum told my aunt that breakfast helps, she started making breakfast for her. & her results turn out to be a little better. I don't know if it's the breakfast that make the effects go so well. 'Cos from what I know, she has been quite a intelligent girl. Like all As and everything. Hah.
I wonder what is everyone doing at school now. I'm gonna like start my skipping school habits again. No, Glynis, you gotta attend school. Exams coming in less than a month. RROOAARRRR!
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I'm so bored! Just hang up the phone with amy! Hahaha! Just got home not long ago. Went lunching at Mac's with Shijing, Shyan, Bestie & I! :D Hahah! We've got so much to talk about. Hahah! All craps lah huh.School. I really hate it. I know, I'm always alone & being laughed at, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? I know you love it when you see me being kicked around by you. Thankyousomuch. You're just sucha bitch. Let the cat out of the bag & you still can act. "huh, really? why she wanna tell her. haiyo." RIGHT. Action only. Fuck You Lah! Go on, BABE. So you think you've got a bf in a GOOD school so your ass is now bigger? Alright man! You sucks! GRRRRRRRR.
Sorry. My unhappy day.
Imma' unhappy bitch.
Monday, April 04, 2005
PTM TODAY! It turned out to be better than I've expected though! Great! I'm happier now, the burden's gone! Ms Sek was crapping all the way. Saying all kinda of rubbish afterall, "Glynis, you gotta study harder so it wouldn't be so tough for you during mids & fins." Yeah, yeah, I know. Okay, craps. Whatever shits. I know I gotta study. Sighs.School was a little better after lessons. Darling & the rest made me really happy though. Except some bitches who tried to tear us up. Okay, whatever things. Darling & I has got great acting skills! :D She knows what I mean lah. Darling & I has got great plans anyway! Bestie(Chanel's new name!) & I were slacking in art room for almost the whole day! But we had plenty fun. Darling went home around 6.30pm 'cos she has got a terrible headache after playing basketball. & I've finally finished my sculpture! :D Heh! Hilda helped me quite alot though! Thanks! :D I helped Darling alittle though. Hers is like totally.. helpless. Heh. But I've tried helping her. My dearest, I love you! :D She's so cute. Chocolates for Darling again tmr. Tsktsk. A damn chocoholic one! Oh! & i managed to text buddy a little today! She was having leatures in SRJC! Which is opposite serene & yet's place! hah! OH! I miss her lah. :D
I've decided. I shall walk this path all alone since no one wanna walk with me. I know it's tough. This is the path where I'd fall & stand up again & again. I understand, I know. I gotta bring myself through again. I'll fall, I'll stand up once again. I live my life for the sake of myself, not for someone who ain't worth it. RIGHT? :D Just some dumb thoughts lah.
I think I'm really weird today. This minute I'm scolding & crying like fuck, the next, I'm happily dancing around the house. Right..
I'm out of here. Spelling tmr by Ms sek. GRRRR.
So deep that I didn't even bleed, catch me!
So deep that I didn't even scream, fuck me!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Watched honey for the second time yesterday. It's so uber nice! Might be watching it again later! (:I guess I'm feeling a little better. Trying hard not to think about it. Sigh, it still appear up in my mind all the time lah.
It has been tough on Mans. So is the rest of the clique. I feel as though I’m in a relationship. I keep trying to hold on, but no one listens. I keep trying to pull, they push instead. & that made me fall even easier. No one knows the heartache behind my smiles. If we were to spilt up the clique, I’m so sure I’d be left outside alone. I’m left with no one to lead on. Mans is tired, I could see. Her heart is heavy enough, clique problem can’t always rely on her. It’s not that I wanna leave her alone to let her settle the problems herself. I’m stuck, I don’t know what to do. When I confide them in my problems, no one answered, no one gave comments or advices. Still, I’m left alone. Left me more alone than before. I know mans would always be there but I don’t wanna trouble her anymore. Look at her situation now, I know she is unstable. Sigh.
I’m sure the path I’ve chosen ain’t gonna be easy for me. I just gotta pull myself through. Just like before, I’m doing it over & over again. I know somehow people around me are giving up on me already. Buddy is tired of concerning & caring & asking when I just kept my mouth shut. Sigh. I’m sorry buddy. No one knows how it feels to be me. Betrayed trust, backstabbing, all I had. I don’t want it anymore.
The picture of her & her makes me feel even worst. It kept appearing up on my mind. I know gotta set her free this time. Since she’s happier now with her, so I gotta leave the world of hers. I just wanna drink & dance my life away. I wanna get carried away by happiness but there ain’t any present. My head is spinning terribly now. Imma unhappy bitch/slut.
Michelle told me something ‘bout her though. I was kinda shocked, surprised as well as expected lah. (: like she told me before, she’ll break down again ‘cos of damn problems she’s having. Poor little thang. Riots & disasters all the time. Sigh.
I think I gotta surrender. The spinning of head is killing me.
I’m outta
I'm sorry. ):
Friday, April 01, 2005
So much shots happened at home this few days and it made me don't feel like coming back at all. I know I've caused them all but, it's adding on to the pressure on me. My heart is heavy envy'. Dad has been angry with me for a week. We haven't talk since monday night. It's not that I do not care, I do. But I don't know how to show that I am. Mum keep saying that I don't show. It is not like I do not want to, I want. Sigh. Clique has got problems too. I seriously don't know how to deal with them. Now even she walked out of me when she said she wouldn't. Now I'm left all alone. ): I've got no one to turn to. There are still, but they ain't the people that I'm looking for. I'm tired of everything. I know I'm not the only one, so is mans. So much happened at school today. Today just isn't the day lah huh. I wish I could just leave now.I hate you lah!
